Poem about anorexia

Made by Nathalie, Sean, Julie, Emma and Christoffer.

Before you came into my life I was a happy person. I was happy with myself. I was being bullying in school. That made me think of what I eat. My parent did not help to stop the bullying and they did not want to talk about it. They’ll shot me out and did not speak to me about school. They only talk to me about what happened at home. I was starting to feel alone no one was talking with me at school and at home I was always in my room looking at a mirror  to find some fat ore cry in a pillow and listen to some music.

You made me special, and complete. When I did not eat all day I was happy. I looked me in the mirror every day and weight me every day. When I looked in the mirror I saw a very fat girl. If I could get away with it, I will not eat for four days, but my teacher always catches me at day tree and forced me to eat some food. At home my parents did not notice, they were busy with their work. You made me a person who did not like what she saw and made me think that I should stop eating. You made me have someone talk to me in my head, to tell me what I should do, and sometimes you yell at me for eating.

Now I am at the hospital, because I don’t eat, the doctors had to put something in my arm so I get nourishment enough. I’m tired of the way you control my life now. I had a good life and you put me in this situation. I want my old life back. You made me hate myself and if I let you rule anymore I will die, I am now fighting with the voices. You made my hair fall out and my muscle go crazy. Now I want to be normal again and I want to be happy again.